Friday, November 19, 2010

now , where i have to say , to tell ?
absurd feelin
just wanna run in the midnight sunshine

karena aku tak ingin mereka tau

aku tak suka sebuah fatamorgana yang menimbulkan percikan mimpimimpi kecil yang bisa tumbuh namun kapan saja dapat terbang tertiup sang bayuuu..

terkadang akuku hanya ingin aku saja yang mengerti perasaanku , tak perlu orang lain ikut mencoba merasakannya juga karena mungkin angkuhku yang tak ingin mendengar keibaan dari yang lain...

hanya ingin kepekaan serta pemikiran sesaat yang menampakkan dirinya itu salah...
salah dan...
salah...

mencoba menutup mata dengan apa yang ada di depannya , walaupun hanya bayangan...

Saturday, September 4, 2010

the power ranger :)


8 agustus 2010 , Jalan Malioboro Yogyakarta
^^d
.. miss you guys ..

OST. Personal Taste by Younha

* Maldo andwae nado mollae neoman baraboge dwaesseo
Miwohaebwado aereul sseobwado sumgyeobwado andoeneungeol
Ireom andwae jakku wonhae nege ppajyeotdago malhae
Kkumeul kkwo bwado neo ppuningeol maldo andoejiman neol saranghae

Pyeonhan neukkimi jo a mae il tigyeok taegyeokaedo neon nae mam jaraljana
Jemeotdaero guljiman mwodeun badajul su isseo nan ojik neo hanaman
Oerowo gaseumi michyeotnabwa nae dununen neoman boyeo

Repeat *

Gati itneunge jo a hangsang anjeolbu jeolhaedo nan neoramyeon kwaenchana
Mani seotun najiman neoman gildeuril su isseo nal keurae neo hanaman
Eoneusae ma eumeul ppaetgyeotnabwa nan onjongil neoreul keuryeo

Repeat *

Hanabuteo yeolkkaji dalla neomudo dalla
Jeomjeom kkeullineun gabwa be my baby, be my baby
Meoributeo kkeutkkaji nawa matneunge eopseo
Jom deo algoshipeojyeo be my baby, be my baby

Maldo andwae nado mollae neoreul saranghage dwaesseo
Bulleoman bwado nunbitman bwado bwadobwado cham jo eungeol
Keugeomyeon dwae neodo wonhae nawa kkokgatdago malhae
Amuri bwado neo ppuningeol maldo andoejiman neol saranghae

=======English Translation=========
No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you
It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it
It can’t go on like this
I will confess that I’ve fallen for you
You’re everywhere in my dream
I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

I like this sensation, you know how I feel even if we were to fight everyday
You always want it your way but I can accept anything from you, only you~
I’m lonely, my heart’s crazy for you and and you’re the only one I see~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you
It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it
It can’t go on like this
I will confess that I’ve fallen for you
You’re everywhere in my dream
I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

When I’m with you, I don’t mind being nervous
I may be a little hasty, but you’re the only one who can tell me what to do~
I guess my heart was stolen before I knew it and I’m missing you all day long~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you
It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it
It can’t go on like this
I will confess that I’ve fallen for you
You’re everywhere in my dream
I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

Everything’s so different, it’s too different~
I think I am falling in love, be my baby, be my baby~
From head to toe we have nothing in common
Now I wanna know more about you, be my baby, be my baby~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you
I’m happy whenever I say your name or look into your eyes
That will do and I want you too
Please say that we’re alike
Wherever I see, you are the only one in my eyes
I know that it doesn’t make any sense, but I love you
kenari kecil menari diatas rapuhnya batang pohon
meraskan derasnya hempasan angin dari Sang Pecerah
hamparan sinarnya menyelimuti tubuh
pagi ini cuaca sungguh memberi senyumn
amun terkadang secepat kilat berubah memurung ,
mendung tak bisa diramalkan lagi apa yang akan turun satu jam nanti
layaknya aku yang aku rasakan
secepat kilat kau menjelma
secepat gravitasi bumi menjatukan apel sang Isaac Newton
dan jangan takut mentari masih sanggup memberi sinarnya walau suatu saat pasti meredup

a whole new world

I can show you the world, shinning, shimmering, splendid
Tell me princess now when did you last let your heart decide
I can open your eyes, take you wonder by wonder
Over side ways and under on a magic carpet ride

#A whole new world, a new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no or where to go or say we're only dreaming
A whole new world, a dazzling place I never knew
But now from way up here, it's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sight, indescribable feeling, soaring, tumbling, free wheeling
Through an endless diamond sky
#A whole new world...

A whole new world (don't you dare close your eyes)
A hundred thousand things to see (hold your breath it gets better)
I like a shooting start, I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be
A whole new world with new horizons to pursue
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare, let me share
This whole new world with you

. the festival . :)


6.7.8 agustus 2010
kaliadem , lerang selatan gunung merapi

barangkat dari bandara yang teladt , garagara flightnya pada delay..dikenalin karena penampilan yg "FPN" banget..hahacelana cargo , carrier , sepatu gunung , dan topi..
teman baru ::mba hedi , mba bi , mba endang , chiqa , dan mz denikami berenam berangkat menuju main camp udah jam 9 =,="it means we can't attend the opening ceremony
oh gosh , actually i was very intersted , but what can i do *at that time ?

okay , no problemo masi banyak kegiatan yang lain yang pasti menyenangkan :)

patnerku icca berangkat dari stasiun tugu dan akhirnya d transfer ke stasiun lempuyangan
aq pikir dy masi sempet ikudtan opening , tapi olalaaa , ternyata tidak jugaaa hahaha

sampai main camp - registrasi , nomor tapak Lareangon 23-ndiriin tenda dengan menyadari i've did many *what we call? hmm stupid things ?
pertama : membawa tenda tanpa bawa pasak LoL
kedua : tissue basah yang barusan dibeli ketinggalan di mobil =,=" untung ada kamar mandii
ketiga : ga bawa SLR ! FATAL banget yang satu ini.. *padahal ikudt workshopnya PHOTOGRAPHY ! olala bego !
keempat : ga bawa jerigen aer ! untung ada tetangga .. hahaha
kelima : sarden saya cuma 1 , maaf temanteman..

dari tampet camp bisa kenal dengan banyak teman baru :wisnu , babuun , imin , edo , suci , nanda , farley , iwan , ambon , darus , doni , etc ! *maav yang tidak disebut , kadang saya terkena penyakit lupa

-workshop photography
ketemu Om Don Hasman sempet bingung , karena cuma bawa kamera pocket , super pocket tepatnya *yang pernah dibilang itu sabun apa kamera ?
tapi ga nyesel.. ngenal sosok pribadi Om Don yang patut diteladani..kesederhanannya , kegigihannya , semangatnya ...dan ramah ...banyak pelajaran yang bisa saya ambil Om ... :)

-makan wedhang gedhang *baca : minuman pisang hangat :9 *cuman ada di Merapi !

-malamnya masak dulu bareng imin , babuun , wisnu , makan tempe goreng tepung , telor ceplok ancur dan sambel pecel + nasii ..hahaha habis itu nonton perfom di deket gedung bunder...
reegae..yoo man..bersamaaa pepy :D hahahahaaa

balik ke tenda , bukannya tidur d tenda sendiri malah tidur di tenda pleton yang ada colokannya *ngecharge hape , ahahahaaada iwan juga , ada farley juga
sampe pagi tiduur di situ dah..
dingginnnyoo - yaiyaa orang tidurnya di depan pintu tenda , anginee mbrobosss !

pagi bangun , malas - malassan karena ga ikudt kegiatan petualang tambahan , chiqa ikudt rafting elo progo *hmm, udah pernah
wisnu babuun ikudt trecking jungle survival baren kang heri macan *haduu surpipal aja bayar 125k , surpipal d ungaran aja d :p
dan ternyata yang lain sekomplek selain mereka bertiga juga ga ikudt ! ahayy , banyak temennya..

masak mie goreng , bikin cocktailmakan roti , etc..

barulah mandii laluu jalanjalaaannn di lava tour sama mz didi , mz yose , mz zoel , mz iqbal , mz idris cs ...
senang berkenalan dengan kalian , haha habis udah ketinggalan dengan rombongan yg ke goa jepang..
habis itu pulang ke camp , tidurr , maenmaen ... *ngecamp pualing nyantai niiii
malemnya masak bareng2makan barengbareng jugamenu ::nasi , sop , sarden , omlet mie , teh anget *hmm apa lagi yaa ? lupitaa
oh ya , makan buah kering juga dari chiqa

makan selesai lalu ke panggung liadt perfom lagi.., wuaa bener2 pada gila malam itu ! tapi senang ...festival petualang yang diikuti se-Indonesia , ada foreigner nya juga dink..nice :)
dilanjutkan crita ngalor-ngidul di tenda freezer , fandi dan mz idham

* sudah pagi aq dan icca tidur di tenda chiqa , karena dy sendirian
jadwalnya si tanem pohonn , tapipipipi anak-anak pada maleeesss , hadehhh =,="padahal bener beneer excited
akirnya ngajak icca ma chiqa walopun mereka juga ogah-ogahan..haha
nanem jati di lereng merapi , 2 bibit yang aq bawa patah T.T
bisa numbuh ga yaaa ?? huhudisambungin sama babuun . haha . tengsoo bunn :)

habis itu run down nya baksos di dusunnya mbah maridjan si tapi qta packing dulu baru nyusul. itu niatnya tapi tiba2 ujan.. yaaaa mau ga mau berteduh di tenda pleton dan bareng2...setelah reda kami ber 13 sholat dan makan , menunya nasi goreng :9
lamaa si bikinnya... tapi ga papa nglarisin ibu yang jualan , warungnya kecil katanya seringnya sepi juga , haduh kasiaan :(

eee , balik balik camp udah sepi tak berbekas orang , yang ada cuma yang ngambil kabel2 lampuu
feeling buruk dah , batinku ...berharap feelingku ga bener ...ke gedung buder , kata panitia qta udah ditunggu di parkiran atas , nyampe sana apa coba ?kata ibu yang jualan di warung deket parkiran bisnya udah turun barusan ...
whuuuuuuuaaaaaa , itu artinya KETINGGALAN BIS buat pulang ! *.*mampus lw !
hmmmmmmphhhh , bagaimana bisa iniiiii ???ga kepikiran dah ketinggalan untuk ketiga kalinya -_____-
si ambon yang belum pulang lapor ke panitia dan katanya kita suruh nunggu dijemput lagiiihadehhh
nunggu d gedung bundarr mpe cengok , tidur tiduuuran yang laen pada maen ma ular cobra ma orang SIOUX rrrr , saya paling anti sama ularrr , ma ular pohon aja udah kabuuurrr dan cuman aq yang ga poto bareng si ularahh whateva , kalo aq panik dan digigit tu king cobra sapa yg nolong selain amputasi ? nah lo !

jam 3 jemputan tiba , mobil elf ...hahah exlusive sekali kita ini...turun di stasiun tugu , dan dilanjutkan jalanjalan di Malioboroo mpe keabisan Trans Jogja wahahahabut i'm very happy ! :)

nyampe tempat kakak baru jam 22.30 hehehmm , pulang dengan banyak sodara , banyak pengalaman , banyak ceritaaa .... :)

thanks to :
my dad and my mom who always support me
dede harjanti , my sister
panitia FPN
peserta2 "FPN"
dan kalian "FRIENDS" power ranger
imin - orang yang mberdiriin carrierku pink ku yang jatoh2 .. hehe , thanks min ! dan yang udah mminjemin tendanya :)
wisnu - babuun orang yang mau minjemin frame buadt fly sheet dan dengan quote nya wisnu "gw mah ogah mikir... " hahahahaaaa , ngekek aq nu !babuun - ga bisa berhenti makannya .. haha peace buun :D
chiqa - a nice girl yang ga canggung walo makan2 bareng numpuk2
farley - si kumis tukang tidur yang cuman inget " eh mba iin , dari tadi ?" =,="
darus, doni dan satunya syapa saya lupa *bodohnya aq.. :( anak anak bandung
nanda suci edo anak-anak padang yang banyak minjemin peralatan masak , haha
icca - teman sekelas yang sekaligus patner satu tenda saya

i miss you all !

semoga taon depan aq bisa ke kaliadem lagi walopun sendirian :)

Monday, August 30, 2010

Bali "jegeg maketek ketek island" ;p


























5.6.7. juli 2010
got that ticket from my MOM !
love you MOM :)

carrier sudah penuh dengan atribut liburan ku dan ibu punya
minimaslisir logistik agar tidak melar di jalan.. , haha perbanyak dress dan celana pendek say no to JEANS , tapi kelupaan bawa "first aid kit" -_______-

11.00 berangkat dari Purwodadi
jalur yang ditempuh ::
purwodadi . sragen .

FIRSTday
TANAH LOT
TANJUNG BENOA , parasailing ...cihuuuy :D
* terhitung mahal karena dengan waktu yang cuma sebentar pake buanget
100.000 IDR










DREAMLAND , whoaaaa beautifull white sand beach
KUTA , nyampe sana uda gelap gulita ! haha
dan dapet jackpot kena MACET ga dapet tuktuk nya Kuta :(

back to bed ... langsung teparrr *zzzzz

SECONDday
morningBALIdance - BARONG
same story , when i've seen 3 years ago
*haha yaiyala. bodoh !
lalu belanjaabelanjaaa
hoaah , baru ini malas sekali nyari barang buadt diri sendiri , malah sibuk nyari buat orang lain ...
and then SANURbeach
see it from the other side
got a nice pic ! :)
walopun butuh berbasah basah ria *rok ku basah,boy ! *.*

THiRDdays
belanjaaa (again)
ke Teman JOGER (baru denger JOGER punya temen ternyata , kesepian kali kmaren kemaren
dan BEDUGUL
masih dengan kabut dan danaunya
hmmm , jagung rebusnya enak
sandal ibu nyemlung di danau.. hahahahahaaa
gimana bisa ? dermaganya bolong !
and then go home
via LOVINA

actually , all of INDONESIAn must be say " I LOVE INDONESIA !" :) disingkat jadi lovINA

long journey
...
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menikmati malam dari bis , ditemani MP3 yang sudah 3 hari ini lembur



home sweet home

Saturday, February 13, 2010

true friends

We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around

You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground

You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend

You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found

A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again

True friends will go to the end of the earth
Till they find the things you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in

A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
Pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend [3x]

butterfly fly away

You tuck me in,
Turn out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream
Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry hold on tight.
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly Fly Away
Butterfly Fly Away (butterfly fly away)

Flap your wing now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true
Butterfly Fly Away (butterfly fly away)
We been waiting for this day
All along and know just what to do
Butterfly,
Butterfly,
Butterfly,
Butterfly Fly Away

one heart

You can run and you can begin’
In a place where you don’t fit in
Love will find a way …yeah

When you’re down, you can start again
Turn around anything you’re in
Love will find a place yeah

If you got one heart you are followin’
One dream keeps you wondering
Love lights your way through the night
One wish keeps you tryin’
What’s your silver lining
Loves lights your way through the night

You can fall a thousand time
You can feel like you’ve lost your mind
Love will find a way oh yeah yeah
In a minute it can change your life
In a moment it can make you right
Love will find a place yeah

If you got one heart you are followin’
One dream keeps you wondering
Love lights your way through the night
One wish keeps you tryin’
What’s your silver linin’
Loves lights your way through the night

Everybody needs something to hold on to
Everybody needs something to hold on to
if you got one heart you are followin’
one dream keeps u wondering
love lights your way through the night
One wish keeps you tryin’
What’s your silver linin’
Loves lights your way through the night

One wish keeps you tryin’
What’s your silver linin’
Loves lights your way through the night

Love will find a way
Love will find a way in your heart